My obsession is for someone else
It’s for that entity I haven’t found
There are no resources
There is no stillness
Stressing limbs
Dry mouth
I cannot pursuit what I cannot see
My eyes are blinded by your sent
Or that daydream I just created
My senses are shouted down
When reality is done for
They are taking me as their possession
I struggle against lust
I fight against desire
I get a glimpse of reality
And again I’m taken over
Red
Dark red consumes me
Like a heavy substance
Maroon, purple
The dark side isn’t visible but felt
It’s white; in the inside it engulfs me
It bruises me
Now it’s physical
(January 11, 2014)
FPSA
